Coming closer to the end

(did some sunbathing today, the rainseason isn't too bad right now)

I’m trying to start the packing, a box has to be filled and two suitcases as well. Where do I start? How do you pack and clean up after a year like this? The days are going too fast now and soon I’ll be on a plane on my way back to Sweden. Too bad that I just realized all the great things about Kenya, there is so much I have left to see and do here, I need one more year! I’m not even close to feeling finished with Africa.

I’ve missed Sweden so much this year but now I realize I might miss Kenya even more when I go back. This has become my home, maybe not the boarding, but the country. This fear of missing Kenya has gotten so far that I have even taken into consideration taking a year of and trying to get some type of work at the Swedish Embassy or any other organization, Swedish or not, here in Kenya. Maybe I should apply to be a boarding parent (that was a joke people). Who or what says I have to go to University immediately? Why couldn’t I wait a year? But then of course I would not be living at the boarding; I would have to find my own place. Staying would also give me a chance to learn Kiswahili even better, which would be really fun since I actually seam to have learnt quite a lot of it this year. Of coarse this is just a thought. In just 27 days I’ll be back. Don’t worry. That is for me to do.